Here's the deal, straight up: I leave in seven days and I have cried every day for a week and I don't see the end of that in sight.
I could tell you every single God story of how He brought me here, to be a completely scatterbrained individual with a tried and true acceptance letter sitting in front of me, but I won't. He has been so faithful through all of this, through every doctors appointment, every deep spiritual question on the application, the time that I realized this trip was $3000 less than I expected, and even every conversation of people wanting to support my trip, I'm so thankful.
Last Thursday though, it hit me, and it hit me hard. I'm over here stressing, getting all proud of myself, what God's going to do through me, months and years down the road. But Thursday, the reality hit. He's doing stuff, big things, in and through me, here, now.
A couple of weeks ago I went to CIY, Christ in Youth, MOVE. We were learning all about Kingdom Workers and what they are to God. Kingdom Workers are: loved. rescued. united. changed. sent. Everyday they would cover a different word/ topic. It was an incredible week and I've just now, two weeks later, gotten… Continue reading Here’s what gets me…